DING...
DING...
DING...
DOOOOOOOOONNNNNNGGGGGG...
My feeling is just so right. It feels so sian to be single huh? It feels like a bell, someone need to ring it to hear if you're still sounding pitch-perfect. Most of the time, a bell is so annoying, just like the one in LJS. It's either you ring it for fun, sincerity or out of annoyance. Just like a bell, singlehood is like that, it is a mood-swing situation. You'll feel empty, left w/o anyone to ring u up. If it is rang up, it's either it's for real or fun... Your feelings are left ambiguous. Truth the matter is, singlehood is a disturbance of the mind, heart and soul. When you want someone, it's either sincerity or desperation to occupy loneliness. But too much will be an annoyance... Too much means too much thinking. You're tiring yourself up, emotionally & psychologically. What a rollercoaster... So, what is a better way? I'll have to say, "Hang in there, it feels congested but it's not the end. Singlehood is not a spell which you can break it but it is more spellbounding if you find a rainbow in singlehood." I have to believe that "Patience is a virtue" in any circumstances. No boyfriend or girlfriend, nvm... You live once, check out the dudes on the street or babes in the mall... Nuthin is really the end... Till you found what you need, you'll feel that your mission is accomplished. Keep thinking of the next step to release the urge of having a bf/gf, cos thinking is bad for the health... Just go with the flow in life!
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This writer was having mental block while posting this entry. Drowsy & half-eye-shut.
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